goods; gif

by Carol

kill / 20120522

kill

kill

kill

goods / 20120506

goods

goods

goods

drops

"Speak up, adapt,
Watch closely, keep track.
Thin line to walk, no time to stall."

iamamiwhoami; drops

iamamiwhoami; drops

iamamiwhoami; drops

clump

"Whatever made you into clump like you,
The fiery warmth that leaks out from most of you
Is burning through."

iamamiwhoami; clump

iamamiwhoami; clump

iamamiwhoami; clump

in due order

"We don't ask for anything,
Your lives could have been unaffected.

We don't ask you to give all,
It won't make us more than what is reflected."

iamamiwhoami; in due order

iamamiwhoami; in due order

iamamiwhoami; in due order

n

Come wallow in my sorrow,
Breathe your air into my lungs.
What hides in my shadow?
My worst fear is real life.

Tell me how the story ends now?

iamamiwhoami; n

iamamiwhoami; n

iamamiwhoami; n

play

"But I can dance tonight,
I'll make up songs for us to sing.
You hold my heart with cotton strings,
And to your rhythm I will shout
My love for play!"

iamamiwhoami; play

iamamiwhoami; play

iamamiwhoami; play

u-2

"You can't be mine."

iamamiwhoami; u-2

iamamiwhoami; u-2

iamamiwhoami; u-2

idle talk

"Where are you, my partisan?
The last I saw of you was sinking
Into a giant hole of nothingness,
As my desire started shrinking.

Or if I choose to take you back,
If I stand up for my believing,
Can we make up for all the joy we lack?
Can we start giving and receiving?"

iamamiwhoami; idle talk

iamamiwhoami; idle talk

iamamiwhoami; idle talk

u-1

"You gave me life.
In return I'll just pretend
You can watch it burn."

iamamiwhoami; u-1

iamamiwhoami; u-1

iamamiwhoami; u-1

good worker

"I make a good and steady friend there, a companion through life,
But who am I, when all I am is your designated wife?

From a lower point of view, comes the underlying truth,
Keeping yourself unaware, confident we know you care.
Looking out your little mind, recognizing time has passed,
Ready for some further use, denial is a virtue."

iamamiwhoami; good worker

iamamiwhoami; good worker

iamamiwhoami; good worker

; john

"May the god of me protect my soul
As I stay a little while longer
In this dusty rabbit hole
To sing my sing chained onto your bed."

iamamiwhoami; john

iamamiwhoami; john

iamamiwhoami; john

Broadcast - Subject To The Ladder

"I'm not pygmalion,
Hooked by failure,
Ruled as a juvenile,
Aged as an infantile.
Subject to the ladder.

Ruined by affection,
Excepted by exception,
Predicted on a graph,
Cornered by ritual,
Diminished by impression,
Cried out in the lesson.
Subject to the ladder.
Subject to the ladder.

My thoughts are coming through,
Emptiness follows too,
A cyclone full on feeling
In the silence of the room.

Defended by defendants,
Corrected by the pain,
Inspected by a sadness,
Exhausted by a game.
Subject to the ladder.
Subject to the ladder.

My thoughts are coming through,
Emptiness follows too,
A cyclone full of feeling,
The silence of the room.

A picture turning over,
Jewel in the water,
Where eco saw reflection,
Not what it taught her.
Invaded by the quarrels,
And I denied the lathe,
Let me chop down the laurel,
A goal I won't escape.

I'm bullied deception,
But when the whistle came,
Esteem had broke infection,
My torment faught with shame.
Subject to the ladder.
Subject to the ladder.

My thoughts are coming through,
Emptiness follows too,
A cyclone full of feeling,
The silence of the room.

Subject... to the ladder."

Subject to the Ladder (2005)

b

"All the white only turns to blue.
Look after me and I'll look after you,
Take a deep breath as we go, as we go..."

b; iamamiwhoami

b; iamamiwhoami

b; iamamiwhoami

o

"Love, the kind that kills and scars
And make you kneel and crawl to hell and back.
The words that slit your throat
And make you think of love as the new black,
As what you lack."

 o; iamamiwhoami

 o; iamamiwhoami

 o; iamamiwhoami

Broadcast - Before We Begin

"Here again at the end, before the beginning.
So the salt will spill again, throw it over your shoulder.

Oh, it's in tomorrow, fortune or sorrow,
Wait, you may win!

I don't mean to show that I know how this goes
Before we begin again.

You may hide on one side, and me on the other.
You may speak, but wait for me, should my sentence falter.

Oh, it's in tomorrow, fortune or sorrow,
Wait, you may win!

But now it feels empty, there's no need in guessing
Before we begin again.

So here we are, again, back to the the beginning.
So the salt will spill again, throw it over your shoulder."

Before We Begin (2003)

Ouçam a voz dessa mulher. Ela era um anjo e não divulgava isso pro mundo.

Trish, um dia estaremos numa jam muito louca com a Dorothy Moskowitz no céu da lisergia, e vai ser um big bang de psicodelia pura. Com direito a LSD-25, por favor.